Shesh it took flaming long enough, but finally I'm back to robot mode ah the glory of walking on two legs. Heh it's amazing what you take for granted; honestly I was really surpised what it felt like to be stuck on all fours for a few days. Though thankfully my tail is whole and the dinobots can no longer use it as a jump rope; thankfully!!!

Anyhow *shifty optics* apart from a slight annoyance of being stuck as a dragon things are sort of alright here. We'll sort of being the key word. See a few days ago the ranger's made their move I'd warned Prime about it but I guess it didn't work. Heh Cliffjumper really isn't helping either; he keeps calling me a traitor and it's taking all my self control not to do something that I know I'll regret later. Still back on track the rangers aren't stupid (as much as I wish they were) they knew exactly how to get me mad. The shot Bluestatic; I really did think he was dead I tried to wake him. I nudged him then inside I felt something snap. You see the reason why most people don't have animal alt-modes is because with an animal alt, comes animal thinking and right then; I was all dragon.

Naturally I chased Saber (the ranger who shot my brother) down; jumping into the sky as soon as I got the chance intending to swoop down and catch my prey. Next thing I knew some strange bug was shooting me. I was too angry for the stun gun to take much effect but he kept shooting me. Animal instinct over-rode common sense and I dived for him. Yeah I caught the guy and I was just about to crush him when my systems froze up. I couldn't move; the next thing i knew another one of these insect guys had launched some kind of shell into my head. I felt my higher brain functions being turned off or re-routed all the while I was aware of it. Truly it has to have been one of the most frightening things I have ever experianced.

Wait it gets worse. Bucket head showed up and gave the order to merge; the insect confirmed it and my body obeyed it was all that I could do to shriek as I felt my body transforming and then I conected with them (the other rangers) I felt Pathfinder exhault at being whole again. I myself had no choice in what I did I watched in horror unable to look away as he took aim at the ark and at my fellow autobots.

Thankfully the battle didn't last as long as it seemed and someone was smart enough to knock Pathfinders gun out of his hands, then someone else shot the bug that was controlling me I tried to fight but the others were a little stronger than me in terms of will. Heh I probably wouldn't be here right now if it hadn't been for Bluestatic. Honestly I cannot describe the amount of relief I felt when I saw him. He called out to me telling me he was alright begging me to come back to him. My fighting became stronger and finnally I managed to break free. I can't remember much after that but the next thing I knew someone had pulled that device out of my head and Bluestatic was complianing about a headache. I finnally managed to open my optics and told him that if he thought he had a headache he should feel mine. I apologised to prime after all it was partially my fault all this had happened.

So basically what happened after that was I got sent to the med centre...or whatever they call it here; getting fixed up. When the annoying red minibot (aka Cliffjumper) came in and started mouthing off to me I tried to keep my cool but when he started to bother my brother it was then I realised that nothing had changed. I couldn't expect them to understand what it was i had just gone through; I was almost on my own again. Heh ya know what really hurts is they're going to hurt 'static a lot more for something he had no control over. Sometimes I just really hate them. Though I have to admit Bluestatic shocking him was worth it; hehe the red minibot sure deserved that!

Well I guess I'll have to fall back on old habits now. I need to keep focused in order to protect both of us and if that means i have to shut off all feelings then so be it. I lost my brother once; there's no way in the universe I'd ever lose him again not while I have something to say about it.

Tags: autobots, bluestatic, the rangers
Current Location: my quarters
Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: don't feel like it right now

Yeah well earth is nice even though it's a tad cold in January the air is thick enough for me to glide on for hours without straining myself. Had a race with the airialbot's today (well only three of them actually); they're pretty good fliers though they still have no idea how to manuver in tight spaces. Heh I don't think I need to tell you who won. I might not be the fastest but I do know my stuff; I lived in a warzone for most of my life but at least I had a time where I didn't have to fight; were as fighting seems to be all they know. In a way I guess I feel sorry for them.

Anyhow I had a talk with Prime about some of the things that happened way back; heh explaining my past is never something I'm comfortable with. It's not that I'm ashamed of what I've done (well except for one thing) heck most of the time I am and was quite happy with it. Nah I just worry for Bluestatic's sake. As I wrote in a previous entry about some of my 'aquaintences' yeah well I think they've actually followed me here. Lets just hope with so many autobots about they wont try anything too dumb.

Prime seemed understanding at least which is good; I hope. He asked me a few questions and told me that he was greatful that I had told him. Which usually means that everything's alright. *Sigh* As for what I told him...there is no way in this life I'm going to write that down. Especially where it could be found by the d-cons or other prying optics.

Anyhow apart from that and an energy raid things haven't been too bad. Bluestatic got his gadget to work; Wheeljack seemed very happy about it. As for how I know how it worked; let me just say I ought to write test dummy on my forehead and stay in the lab. The reason for this...I am currently stuck in dragon-mode taking up a lot of floor space as I am quite happily sprawled out on the floor typing into this computer. Heh I'm glad I know how to be delicate with my claws on this PC would be a mess after I'm through with it.

That and I've had Tracks trip over my tail, call me every name under the sun to which I told him to get moving or he'd find out how hot my flamethrower is; needless to say he left in a huge sulk. Then I had the dinobots actually step on my tail; to which I howled so loudly that most of the autobots rushed into see what was wrong. Needless to say both Bluestatic and Wheeljack got a severe berating by Ratchet for causing me to be stuck like this. They're currently building a device to allow me to transform back into robot-mode.

Anyhow my tail's been fixed and is no longer as flat as a pancake and I'm sprawled on the floor feeling as bored as hell.

Also since I was bored; I decided to draw a picture of myself and another one of my brother(static wouldn't sit still long enough so his is only half finished)



Note: i drew this before i became stuck in dragon mode as it's rather hard to hold a pencil with claws.

Tags: bluestatic, pictures, testing
Current Location: in dragon mode in a corridor near the rec. room
Current Mood: slightly uncomfortable
Current Music: whatever Blaster's playing

Geeze Earth is amazing; not only is the planet so different but the customs are too. We were kinda surprised when Jade told us all about christmas; especially the reason behind it all. Quite touching really.

We were even more surprised when we were told we had to get a gift for the person who's name we ended up with. I got Skyfire so knowing that he's a space vehicle I kinda went off and got him a few star charts of earth's stars and cybertron's so he could compare. Obviously he loved it. Bluestatic got Hotspot heh my brother isn't one for hanging around people he doesn't know and literally he was a fritz with worry trying to figure out what to do; I think he gave him one of his scanners that he'd been working on...not too sure though.

Anyhow as for who got us; well Swoop got me so he bought me some films like dragonheart...I think because he thought that I'm a dragon I'd like them...well he was right I did like them. Dragonheart was a little sad but it was a good watch. It was so sweet when he gave them to me; I think he was nervous. I guess the fact that I'm a dragon and they're dinosaurs makes them a little wary of me. *shrugs* Ah well they'll get used to me.

Anyhow Prowl got Bluestatic's name; though sadly my brother has forbidden me from telling what he got however I can tell you it was rather amusing. (If anyone wants to find out look under his berth)*evil grin*.

'Static and I got each other gifts as well but that is something we will keep between the two of us.

Anyhow if I thought Christmas was weird New Year was worse...well it seemed to be an excuse to get drunk honestly. Bluestatic passed out and I had to carry him back to his quarters; no we don't share (even if we do know each others pass codes). Heh I pulled a wing joint because someone sat on it and my tail got trodden on. Good thing I was a little too tipsy to care; I always make a point not to get drunk when everyone else is, otherwise I'd have probably killed the poor guy.

Anyhow we all sat around waiting for a time keeper to chime midnight before pretty much everyone shouted "happy new year!" and either passed out, fell over or laughed at those who had done the first two.

All in although it was fun and i loved every minute of it...it was just a tad bizare.

Tags: bluestatic, christmas, gifts, new year
Current Location: rec. room
Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: Shakira

Wow this is incredible earth is an amazing planet. It's so different from cybertron; heck I'm used to seeing metal everywhere but here, heck there's so many different colours I think my mind's about to implode!

To bad Skyfire isn't doing so well he got a huge hole blown in him when we came in for a landing. Heh getting sucked out a pressurised area is not something I'd like to repeat. That and since I'm a flyer I helped catch those who couldn't fly; guess who I caught. Sunstreaker; man I didn't know anyone could be so annoying as him he whined about his paint and he whined about being left out...come on isn't there anything this guy doesn't complain about!

Well it wasn't too bad when we got back to the ark 'Static stuck close to me while the others were practically awestruck. I mean most guys would have killed to be where we were at that moment in time. Sadly I wasn't one of them; I mean being in the presence of the great Optimus Prime was good and all, but I've never judged someone by their reputation. So although everyone else was silent in awe I was just quiet.

Still all the micky-take? (aparantly it's a human term) I got from the mini-bots was irritating especially since my alt-mode has feathered wings. Heh if the names they called me were the worst they could come up with then I don't have anything to worry about. Still the sounds of their voices are a pain in aft.

The only bad thing about this is that I fear that a few of my old aquantencies may follow me here; I know I shouldn't worry I mean it would be suicidal right? Well perhaps not. It's not really myself that I'm worried about it's more for Bluestatic; they've tried to use him to get to me before. So whats to stop them from trying again? Lets just hope that this time my fears are unfounded and that they wouldn't dare come here.

Anyhow the other Autobots seem to have taken to 'Static quite well I guess it's his slightly childish nature, still I'm glad for him he needs friends and most of the guys on the outpost wouldn't talk to him unless it was about buisness or he was really lonely. Meh they most likely feared what I would do to them if they ever hurt him; I know I'm a little over protective of him but shesh I'm not a monster I know he needs to grow and I'm not about to physically harm anyone who upsets him. Still I guess I do worry more than neccessary.

Well I sigm off 'Static has something he wants to show me.

Tags: bluestatic, cybertron, earth
Current Location: earth-the ark
Current Mood: pensive
Current Music: ...some kind of technobabble by the sound of it

Meh I'm on Skyfire at the moment since our home outpost got pretty much compromised then blown up; heh the funny thing is I finally met Jade...the Autobot who's journal I've been commenting on for goodness knows how long. Anyhow she's a surprisingly good flyer and I think she's already quite a good friend to me. Meh I'd better make sure I thank her later and make sure she doesn't get too close; friendship wise. Camaraderie is all well and good but I really have to be careful.

Anyhow it's strange how an ordinary day can all of a sudden be turned into one extra-ordinary occasion. Believe me I didn't think I'd be going to Earth anytime soon. Bluestatic was excited now he's asleep heh I guess it's been all a little too much for him; but it is strange how we owe my lil bro so much. After all if he hadn't fixed that generator when he did a lot of my comrades would probably be dead by now and I'd be..nah wont think about that.

Ya know watching him sleep right now heh it reminds me of the reason why I'm here. Why I'm doing this.

Anyhow looks like everyone's excited heh I sure know 'Static will be when he wakes up. You see even though a lot of the 'ark bots' think of themselves as normal to us lower ranking bots they're practically legends. Well I guess sometimes I'm the only one who doesn't care what status someone has. I've seen too many 'bots with reputations turn their backs when it really matters. Opps gone a little off track here; anyhow I am seriously looking forward to seeing the reactions of a lot of my comrades here when we land.

As for why I don't call them friends; it's simple we don't have time for friendships. If we did we'd all be mad by now, no for us it's better to stay at a distance then when one of us goes; sure we'd mourn but we needn't feel the pain of a close friends death...heck I haven't a clue what I'll do if Bluestatic goes, I was there once and now I look back I can't believe I quite did all those things I did and yet I still don't feel any remorse. *sigh* as well I'd better sign off were entering earths atmosphere now. Heh this is going to be a bumpy ride.

Tags: bluestatic, friends, journey
Current Location: on skyfire
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: meh whatever Jazz has on his radio

Finnally Dark_static's let me have my own journal! Whoot Stat's a little mift that he didn't get one but hey live and let learn right?? Anyhow since one of my friends got her own journal I begged and was a general pain untill I got one too...so yay for being a general pain!

Well that and I'm currently stuck in the medbay with a hole in my wing courtesy of Decpeticon seeker...well at least I still have my wings i guess *glances at trophy seeker wings* hehehe oppps.

Anyhow I'm bored out of my plating sitting here writing helps but the endless drabble is killing me and my bro isn't helping what so ever *sighs* ah well.

Ack gotta go medic is comming round he's finnally got the parts to fix my wing today so I am sooo not going to get on his nerves see ya.

Tags: cybertron, daily stuff
Current Location: cybertron
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: whatevers on the radio